It’s actually really freeing that Katarina has finally revealed who she truly is now. For a long time, I held onto hope that she might still be the person I once loved, that maybe her changes were just temporary or influenced by something like alcohol or drugs. But now, after seeing her for who she has become, I realize it goes beyond any of that. She has transformed into someone unrecognizable, someone whose priorities and values no longer align with the person I fell for.
The bar has claimed her—her goals, her dreams, and even the people she chooses to surround herself with. She’s no longer the woman I knew, and, frankly, she just doesn’t care. Not about me, not about the future we once imagined, and not about anything beyond her current world. And while that used to hurt, I’ve finally come to terms with it. She is gone. But it’s her choice, and I can finally let her go.
From here on out, this space will serve as my personal blog—a place for reflections as I rebuild Meepcow and continue to pursue the dreams and goals we once shared. But now, they are mine alone. There is no going back, and I’ve made peace with that. I no longer want her in my life, not after seeing the lifestyle she’s chosen. It’s not ladylike, and it’s not the kind of energy I want around me.
So, here’s to moving forward, to reclaiming what was lost, and to rebuilding my life on my own terms. This is a new chapter, one where I no longer hold onto the past but instead embrace the future, one step at a time.