Well, if you’re there, it seems like I’m finally settling into a groove at the new job. It’s a whole new world for me, being my own boss and setting my own pace. And the best part? People actually seem to respect my opinion! It’s a novel feeling, being looked at as someone who knows a thing or two.
This newfound confidence has got me thinking about, well, confidence. Or rather, the lack of it. Truth be told, there haven’t been many people in my life who made me feel like I truly mattered. But there was one exception. Someone who made me feel like I could conquer the world. Someone who shared incredible adventures with me, creating memories I’ll cherish forever.
And to that someone, if you’re reading this, I just want to say… I’m sorry. I messed up, and I deeply regret how things ended between us. You deserve all the happiness in the world, and I truly hope you’ve found it. I’m trying my best to move on too, though it’s easier said than done. This is my attempt at a clean break, a promise to myself to stop clinging to the past. No more emails, no more reaching out. It’s time to focus on the present and build a future I can be proud of.
Speaking of building, I’ve been building myself up – literally! I’m on a mission to get in shape, I bought a bench and I’ve been lifting deadweights with a vengeance. Cycling, lifting weights, the whole nine yards. And guess what? I’m actually seeing results! It feels amazing to push my limits and see my body transform.
Of course, it’s not all sunshine and roses. Last night and this morning I woke up feeling a bit under the weather. Just a general blah feeling. Hopefully, it’s nothing serious.
On the work front, today’s agenda includes some electrical work (rewiring emergency lights – exciting, I know!) and constructing a handicap access area. It’s pretty cool how I’m constantly learning new skills on the job. Yesterday was a plumbing adventure – a leaky toilet with a rusted screw and a faulty shut-off valve. Talk about a mess! But hey, I fixed it, and that’s what counts.
Alright, time to get this show on the road. Wish me luck with the electrical work!