Today was a whirlwind at work. Emails, business deals, clubhouse repairs – you name it, I did it. I actually thrive on this kind of busy pace. It keeps my mind occupied and, if I’m being honest, helps me avoid dwelling on my ex.
The truth is, breakups are tough. And the urge to revisit old haunts, to retrace the steps of “us,” is strong. This weekend, I was tempted to do just that, to immerse myself in memories of our time together. But I know deep down it would only stir up more pain. She’s moved on, and I need to do the same.
So instead of dwelling on what was, I’m focusing on what could be. I’m thinking of starting a small business, maybe using a laser engraver to create cool things like multi-layer anime cutouts or even intricate MDF dollhouses. It’s an exciting prospect, and the creative outlet would be a welcome distraction.
To get the ball rolling, I need to dust off my old resin 3D printer. It’s been neglected for far too long. Getting back into that will be a good first step towards building this new chapter.
But for now, I think I’ll stick to a simpler plan for the weekend. A quiet morning at Conestee Park, camera in hand, capturing the beauty of nature and its feathered inhabitants sounds like the perfect balm for a weary soul.
It’s time to focus on myself, to rediscover my passions, and to create a future filled with new possibilities. It’s time to let go of the past and embrace the healing power of a sunrise, a quiet moment, and the gentle flutter of wings.