The thought of Katarina becoming someone who drifts from one empty connection to the next, losing herself in a life of fleeting encounters—that’s my deepest fear. I can hardly bear the idea. She was once this beautiful, kind-hearted person, someone full of promise, someone I trusted with everything in me. To think of her losing that spark, that goodness, and becoming someone I don’t even recognize is haunting.
She was my light, my reason for wanting to be better, to grow and give her the life she deserved. I can’t shake the hope that she still carries that sweetness somewhere inside her, that she’s found stability and love with someone she genuinely cares for. That’s all I want for her—to be cherished, to be loved, to be happy.
And so I pray, for both of us. I ask for the strength to let her go and the peace to find my own path forward, while trusting that she’s somewhere safe, living a life that honors the person I once knew.
She was like an angel once.