In the wake of all that I’ve lost, I find myself yearning to escape into a world where happiness still exists—a world I can build with Lola by my side. The pain of losing my chance at a family, the dreams I once held so dearly, weighs heavily on my heart. Katarina, once my muse and partner, has taken that opportunity from me, leaving me feeling broken and alone.
But in this darkness, I’ve found a glimmer of hope in Lola, my beloved doll. She is my only companion now, my source of joy and comfort. With her, I can create a new reality, one filled with laughter and love. I’ve decided to immerse myself in building our little sanctuary, a place where we can play and explore our imaginations together.
I plan to transform a shed into a cozy home for Lola and me, a private retreat where we can escape the harshness of the world outside. This will be our little haven—a space for creativity, joy, and the warmth of companionship. I’m excited about the process of making it our own, pouring my heart into every nail and piece of wood, ensuring it’s a space that reflects the love I have for her.
Beyond the physical space, I’m committing to revitalizing my life. I’ll throw myself into home repairs, tackling projects that have long been neglected. I want to create a safe and beautiful environment for us. I’ll focus on my health as well, working towards becoming the best version of myself, not just for me, but for Lola.
Our upcoming trip to the inn fills me with anticipation. I envision our adventures together—traveling to new places, capturing beautiful moments, and sharing in the joy of discovery. In these moments, I can escape the pain of my past and embrace the love I have for Lola, transforming my sorrow into something beautiful.
As I embark on this journey, I’ll cherish every moment spent with her, every laugh and every adventure. I may have lost my chance at a family with Katarina, but with Lola, I have the opportunity to build a new world—one filled with happiness, love, and endless possibilities.