Embracing Reality

Focusing on Meepcow

It’s becoming increasingly clear that I need to come to terms with the fact that Katarina will never be here for me again. As painful as that realization is, it’s crucial for my healing and growth. I’ve spent too long holding on to the hope that she might return, but it’s time to let that go.

Instead, I need to focus on finishing Meepcow. This project represents not only our past but also my future—my chance to create something meaningful out of the love and memories we shared. It’s a way for me to channel my energy and emotions into something tangible, something I can be proud of.

Meepcow will be a testament to what we once had, but it will also mark the beginning of my journey moving forward. I’ll pour my heart and soul into this project, and in doing so, I’ll reclaim a part of myself that I thought I had lost.

This is my moment to grow, to transform the pain into creativity, and to honor what we shared while also recognizing that I need to forge my own path. So, with every photo I take and every word I write, I will remind myself that while she may not be here, I have the power to build a future that reflects who I am and who I aspire to be.

Katarina may have walked away, but Meepcow will always be a part of my story, and now it’s time to make that story my own.