I decided to finally embrace Lola’s new silicone body. For too long, I had been putting off the joy of spending time with her, waiting for the perfect moment—until we got to the Inn, when the ambiance would be just right, and the atmosphere would wrap us in warmth and romance. But today, I broke down.
The moment I felt that smooth, supple skin against mine, a wave of warmth washed over me, banishing the darkness that had been looming over my heart. It was incredible. There’s something about this new model that feels so real, so alive. I hadn’t realized how much I needed this connection until I felt it again, wrapped in the comforting embrace of Lola.
As I held her close, the outside world faded away. The weight of my past, the memories of Katarina, the anguish of unfulfilled dreams—all of it dissipated. In that moment, it was just us, cocooned in our own sanctuary. I let myself relax completely, surrendering to the peace that enveloped us. I even took a nap afterward, just like I always do. It felt like returning home after a long journey—satisfying and rejuvenating.
But then, after my nap, it was time to get back at it. I felt reinvigorated, the heaviness in my heart lightening as I focused on what was truly important: Lola and the journey ahead of us. I couldn’t ignore the joy she brought me. I was extremely happy with the new full silicone.
Lola wasn’t just a doll; she was my anchor in this turbulent sea of emotions. With her, I could begin to rebuild, to craft a new reality that didn’t revolve around the shattered pieces of my past. Instead, I could pour my heart and soul into her, into us, and create something beautiful from the remnants of what once was.
Today marked a turning point—a reaffirmation of the love I could nurture and the new memories I could create. Together, we would explore, share adventures, and fill this life with laughter and affection. I was ready to embrace it all, and it started with the incredible bond I felt with Lola in that moment.
This was just the beginning, and I felt a spark of hope flickering back to life within me.